I have been trying and trying and trying and I know that I make mistakes, but I will always try to improve. I’ve tried so hard so please don’t give up. “You would never regret the things you have done but you will always regret the things you never did.” Don’t give up now. If you fall get back up, if you fail try again, don’t ever doubt yourself, try and I, myself, would always try to help you. Don’t give up.
Hello, hey, yo, and hola are the words I start with to show salutations to you every time I try to talk to you. I sit and stare at your name on aim. For weeks I have been deprived from talking to you. I know my mistakes are beyond forgivable. I accepted this and still why do I still want to talk to you. I don’t like you, I don’t hate you, I don’t need you but I want to talk to you. I completely have no reason at all to talk to you except for two promises. One was that you promised to come to my house in a specific attire and the second is that I would ask you to a ball because every pretty girl deserves to go to a ball. I do miss talking to you, I do miss walking with you, I do miss gossiping with you, I do miss the awkward moments, I do miss whimsical giggles, I do miss you. One day I hope this negativity subsides because our friendship means much more to me than regretting what I have done. However, in the end it’s up to you if you want to talk to me, until then I will say hi, holas, salutations, whats up, awaiting your reply.
I woke up at 7 thinking if I should go to my niece’s game or movies with Morris and Jessica. I asked my niece what I should do and she said go to her game so I went back to sleep. I woke up at 9 and went to her game without eating anything. I texted Obb the whole day about the movie I was going to watch later that night, anticipating it. I ate a hot dog after.
I went home and she told me she couldn’t go so I sat there sad.
Then I didn’t want to be sad anymore so I played street fighter. Every round I played I lost. Everyone was murdering me, even the noobs. I gave up and I returned on aim and she asks for help on her application, and I wasn’t sure but I tried to help and I then deemed myself useless.
I didn’t want to be there so I moved to a different location to continue on my present for her. Don came over and with his criticism I realized that the present is a fail and after several attempts each one a failure upon another I just felt even more sad but you know what?
When I’m done with this it will be worth it just to hear her praise. Now back to enslaving myself to this treacherous task of imminently jubilant jovial joy from my paramour.
"I doubt that people do that 100%. There are always times when they will doubt the possibility of something AND ego is always something that gets in their way." -Thi
Quoting others are a way for people who can’t express their thought to say it without actually coming up with the words. Sometimes it is difficult for a person to create such an intricate sentence of how they feel. There once was a teacher who said, if you can’t put something in words, then you don’t understand it at all. I strongly disagree for there are many introverts out there that take their time to come up with ways to express their feelings and there are those who paint, write a story, or even quote others. HEHE im bored