My own thoughts upon fear because it's an awesome subject.
Fears come in many forms depending upon different people and I too have fears. I remember when I was in elementary school I was shy to new things. If I didn’t know what it was, I would push it away. I once went to a beach and sat there playing with sand. A girl came by and asked me if I wanted to play with her and I turned her down because I didn’t know who she was and I was afraid to meet new people. Sounds strange for me huh? For the rest of my life I promised myself that if the opportunity arose that I would meet and talk to new people. I overcame my fear however, the worst thing about fear is that once you overcome your fear, another appears, or maybe you didn’t really overcome your fear. For I still hold on to that fear, well part of it the important part the worst part the part that makes me loathe myself every single day yet makes me wonder why the fuck do i care aboutmyself so much when there are people out there WHO ARE DOING MUCH WORSE THAN ME. WHY MUST I take the time to correctly type out this bloggo theres not point no ones oging to care screw this. why do i care about my own problems there are others doing a lot worse and there are others that i care more for and what sucks the most is that i tend to place priority on problems and that sucks and my fear that i was gonna say earlier is that i tend to push people away. anyway!!!@#$%^&%*^()(^&%*&%#$^%@$^*&(^&%*#$ for now i fear that i cant help everyone this blog is too long !$#%@$^%&#^@#%$^#%^
I can tell that everyone now is in a negative mood. Not many are happy and most are gloomy. Scientifically this is because you don’t receive much sunlight and too much melatonin is released from the pineal gland. This sad feeling is called seasonal adjustment syndrome. ANYWAY….. MY secret is to smile. I know you guys have terrible problems to deal with such as your future, your present, your past, your struggles, your needs, and the things you want. Nevertheless smile, smile, smile and think positive, spring will come eventually and I will finally purchase my burrito and throw it at you HAHAHAH!!! YOU THOUGHT I FORGOT NO I DIDNT MUHAHAH.
Recently I’ve been terribly bored with the same thing over and over and over again. It’s kind of a routine. At first it was fun and i spent hella time with it. however now it just disappoints me to spend time with it. i need something new. i need something fresh. i want something that would make me feel the same again. i need that rush that thing that would act as epinephrine to make me feel alive again. this thing that i have been too familiar with has gone old what i need now is super street fighter 4.
“I’m still angry at the person who broke the heart.”—Thi said this after the test in Physio, in the black box there was a heart that you could separate into 2 parts and when she got to the black box it was in 2 pieces, she thought it were kidneys xD.